Options.

That's what's is killing me at this point. Not stress, not money, not family or my fiance it's OPTIONS. I have come to a complete stand still with everything and anything. I haven't touched my journal for weeks and wedding planning...well that word isn't allowed around here anymore until I am able to wrap my brain around everything. Everytime I think about it all my brain starts to swells and leak with it all.

We have started to look at houses to see what's in our price range and potential neighborhoods. This of coarse providers only more options for us.

Poop.