I have over 3k in checks that I still haven't deposited into my savings. I'm so lazy. Gah. Tim's work party is this Thursday and I don't know if I will be able to gather enough energy and enthusiasm needed to be pleasant company.

There is a certain person in my life that thinks I'm stupid or at least stupider then herself. This once minor annoyance is now to much so I just stopped contact with them. It was my fault to begin with since I lead people to that conclusion as my fail safe to make them comfortable...but really now it's been years since I've done that catch on.

Tim's mom wants me to come over and teach her how to make dipped pretzels. How am I suppose to get out of that. Everytime I come over she harks me about getting her a list of ingredients she needs and what day I will be able to come over and show her. There really isn't a way out of this -- well there is but not without hurting Tim's feeling (becuase lets face it I don't give a fuck about hurting hers).

I want my blog to be finished.

I'm not having a reception. My life has just become a lot easier. Tim was excited about planning one but now that the engagement has settled his focus has shifted to putting the money elsewhere so I told him how I felt and he agreed to have a small brunch instead.